A DAY OF SURVIVAL!
A day to share with others, no matter what, and a day, like all days to be sure that all are forgiven! That's what today is for me! -- as 2014 draws to a close, I want all who have ever crossed my path to know that they are forgiven! --Anything that has ever been done to me, for whatever reason: all is forgiven! because "language matters" --language of what we say, don't say! --langauge of how we hurt, heal, soothe; language of how we touch, how we interact, how we believe, how we praise, how we denounce, how we live, blame,
--I don't want this day, this moment this season to end without my spreading forgiveness to all! --including (and especially Charles Jones: a reason for my spiraling): I forgive him for being the first man to get me pregnant; I forgive him for all of that; I forgive his brother Gregory, for introcudcing me to Charles, his older brother; I forgive them all. I forgive Blondell; I forgive Everest Tucker, I forgive Michelle [who I hope will also forgive me]; I forgive Dennis, a son who I hope will also forgve me, no matter how or why he became my son], I forgive LT Randle, I forgive Dothlyn Smith, (for intruding into my marriage), I forgive my ex spouse [who remains special for many reasons, and permitted the intrusion of Ms. Smith into the marriage] --sorry if I didn't mention you by name --but you are in fact forgiven!
--Without becoming a doormat, I still forgive so many, all --and I hold no grudge; All are absolved
--I carry into 2015 none of what has happened to me during my 60 years...